its been awhile.
i still have my issues.
some whose answers only time can unveil
i suddenly miss the texas days.
miss the freedom and fact that we can just wander
those days were the best
i miss zilker park and the big stones
sitting up there and just hanging out until the skies turn dark
miss the times when we could just hang out and talk about everything under the sun
i know i just came back from a holiday not long ago
but i feel like i need a break again
this island is just so stifling
i feel so grown up with work now
adult problems are starting to kick in
not as carefree as we all used to be
it takes constant reminder but i know, the most important thing is to be happy.
so what if you can climb the ladder and win the rat race
are you going to be happy doing it
its a never ending race
as much as i know that competitiveness in me wants to push myself on, i know, i cannot lose myself.
i'm ready for another peak. which starts mid of next week. i'm ready. i have to be.