another bad time of the month. i hate it. how you just get eaten up by your own emotions. like i just feel like sleeping through it all. its just a bad weekend. all the bustling and hustling isn't really helping. i feel like i need to be shut off in a dark room, away from even myself. to prevent me from damaging anyone, especially myself anymore.
i'm secretly looking forward to monday. maybe because the emotions are getting abit too much. maybe because i know once these 2 days pass, all these gloominess will be gone. stupid hormones fooling around. i don't know why i get hit so hard all the time.
being stuck on the same job too long ain't good sometimes. you get too attached. its weird how going through it, i kept telling myself that i can't wait for these few months to be over. enough of this. but now that its over, you will kinda miss it. although i know the next round is coming in just a few months. its just different. we all know. it will all be different. its like going back to being strangers, abit of that feel. right now, i'm just looking forward to getting out on monday to see new things.