no, i'm not being ignorant. neither am i living in denial. i know the problems that exist in this society and community. i know what i'm doing. and i know the mess i may potentially get myself into.
sucking too much energy out of me. i'm so tired thinking about it, or should i say so tired of getting myself to stop thinking about it. whats the point if this is just going to continue indefinitely. staying stagnant is never good. its bad. and i cannot allow myself to do that. there needs to be a limit drawn somewhere.