almost 2 months of fun is coming to an end. time just passes too fast when we're all enjoying ourselves.
i'm still not giving up hope. maybe this is just denial. because i really cannot bring myself to bring everything to a closure and take this last resort. its a path that i just can't bring myself to walk down. something tells me i'll do something major and stupid if i really have to embark on this journey.
still crossing my fingers.
you won't understand how everything hangs on to this. you won't understand the confusion and huge barrier i'm trying to overcome here. you won't understand how i'm almost being depressed when i think about the path i may have to take if all these fails.