once again, i'm back home. but this time only for 2+ weeks.
time in hk is never enough.
there's always so much to do and to catch up with.
maybe that's why i like it here. there is always plenty to take up my time and distract myself from negative thoughts.
maybe what is worse is that i ain't sure when i can ever come back again.
nobody will ever understand.
yes, i still blame them for moving.
i want the best of both worlds. period.
its like being on a time bomb. its just not fair.
i don't know who to blame.
sometimes, i think i know what i need to do subconsciously. but i can't bring myself to do it.