exams are OVER!
end of what everybody calls the toughest semester ever. but i don't feel the excitement at all. no sense of liberation. we've been pressed too hard and it's taking some time for the facts to sink in.
i'm coming home. finally. but i'm filled with more doubt than anything else about this trip. no intern, no return ticket, a thousand and one unknowns. i don't even know how long i'm staying or how long i'm going to wait.
习惯了一个人的自由。回去了，什么东西都要跟每个人一一交代，要面对这么多人那么多的意见，想起就烦。以前小的时候也不会介意这些，反而喜欢嬷嬷家里的热闹。但现在发现自己需要的是空间，希望的也只不过是能够回到熟悉的地方，去寻找自己想要的。
but i'm pretty sure i'll take all these back after a few days.