being in a relationship is not easy. too complicated at times. it has brought me a lot of joy, satisfaction, and happiness. but also a fair share of worries and disappointments. it has shown me how much i'm willing to tolerate and to change just to let him have a piece of mind.
i've learnt that sacrifices have to be made for things to work out. but i suppose they are all worth it right. to be able to love someone so much and doing the extra thing for him just because you care to. it has also taught me a lot. to put someone before yourself. to care about his feelings in whatever decision i may want to make. to become so much less self-centered just because you don't want to hurt him.
more than anything else, my biggest fear is that this is not reciprocal. please tell me i'm not the stupid one.