好烦啊! call home, get scolded. don't call home, also get scolded. so what's the point of calling home? i'm 20, not your 12 year old kid anymore. when can you ever trust me to take care of myself? or to balance my school work and play? my whole life, you guys have been stopping me from doing what i want and like. just because you don't trust me and because you're too uptight about every single thing in my life. all the opportunities have i seen slip through my fingers.
sigh. i really hate lying to you. although i've been doing it all my life. i really really hate that feeling of lying. i wanted to be honest, for once. tell you honestly everything that has been happening here. but once again, you've showed my that i cannot.
it hurts. real bad. all these just had to catch me at the wrong time.