feeling very cold and extremely nua3. this sucks. i cannot afford to fall sick now. i won't allow myself to. eat vit C. sleep early. no fried and unhealthy food.
stop procrastinating. shall go listen to marketing webcast and then sleep early.
i'm a living testimony and i'm proud of that. I thank God for everything He has given to us. to see me grow and i can only ask for perseverance and determination and a heart to live for Him. (:
am i being too uptight? chill. it's just another outing. i'm just afraid their history will repeat itself. whats wrong with me. 1 meetup compared to 4 years. maybe i'm jealous. but it's been so long. i will not admit it. never. i have total faith and trust.