well, the news is out. the wait is over. haha. i'm glad that i didn't get into med. caz i know ultimately, that isn't what i want. saves me the trouble of making the decision and to overcome my phobia of cutting people up. and more than ever, i know i will have the chance to do what i want and fight my way to the top.
but part of me feels disappointed that i am not good enough. that i've let my whole family down yet again. and i wonder how i'm going to face everybody back in hk.
2009 hasn't been a good year. really.
my plans to go back to hk has just been shattered by the swine flu. even my grandma is strongly against the idea of me flying back.