and its damn damn hot. rarr. and extremely humid. after being back for 5days, i still can't get used to the freaking weather here. haii. and not to mention how much i miss my aunts, cousins and everybody there.
i don't like how our paths only cross for awhile. and now we're all going our separate ways. i don't like goodbyes. no, i hate goodbyes. i hate the way why life is so harsh to us. and we're all too busy now to even meet up. and it feels as if wanting to see everybody again isnt a good enough reason. only if they knew how much they meant to me.
i can't believe how fast time flies. 3 more days and he's going to tekong. 2 weeks. life's so unfair. but i have nobody to blame. 2 goodbyes in 10days. i'm bad at them. what is this, being pulled back into singapore to say goodbye again? saying goodbye in hk was bad enough. i wish i hv the courage to not create a scene at the airport year after year, but its painful. 365 days is a long time to wait. not to mention how much i hate being pull apart between 2 places.
stop the emo-ing. cut the crap. i'm going crazy. i need something to do to stop my mind from wandering everywhere. urgghhh.