not now. now isn't the time for all these emo crap. stop it. cat, just stop it. i'm much stronger than this. getting an E for phy isn't an excuse for all this. but it sure did make me lose all my confidence. 1 subj, 1 freaking exam was what it took. i crinch at the thought of it. 2 months. all the things i want to do after As are like playing over and over again in my mind. haii. study cat, study.
God, give me the serenity to accept things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to tell the difference.