it was more of an emotion overflow. he just had to trigger it. tears just streamed down. i don't know what's wrong with me. or maybe it was just a horrible day. or maybe because i haven't felt so screwed in a long long time. or maybe because it was because of the pressure.
i'm so sick of the studying. only if, i can let go now. only if, i can shut myself away from this world. only if, i can stop being so affected by what the others around me are doing.
after the horrible paper, can't you have kept the comments to yourself? yes, i know you're smart. you knew i screwed it and you had to pour cold water at me. you know it was the subj i was SUPPOSED to have to most confidence in. only if i could slap you at that moment and tell you to shut up. but its just the wrong thing to do.
having a headache and stomachache aren't excuses. only if...