i made this choice before my june hols. to train hard. and mug hard too. but i realised its kind of impossible to do both together. training 5 days a week is mentally and physically draining. the only time i can concentrate on my work is in the mornings before trainings and rest days. in other words, i screwed my june hols. yeah, i understand the consequences, that once natls are over, i have to mug harder then anyone to catch up. prelims are 1+ month after natls and if i really want to go back to hk to study, i need my prelim results. but its ok, i tell myself i can do it. i'm much stronger than this. i've done much better than this last year. juggling yfc and natls and cts. this year, i dun even have yfc, i know i am much more capable than this. FOCUS!
played tj&springfield today. i felt that it wasn't our best performance. we could have been more imba den that. there were definitely times when we were much more imba. (quoting huijun. lol) but playing 5 periods at a go is tiring man.