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Friday, May 23, 2008, 9:50 PM
last day of school was fun fun fun. hahah. other than the lessons. floorballers went mad after school. we played bridge, snap jack, hide and seek and gossiped as usual to pass time while waiting for some of us. and knowing us, someone never fails to do something funny and we're laughing most of the time. jenna and her lack of talent for snapjack, and ter&pris forgetting to find chewy during hide&seek. i've never laughed so hard in 1 afternoon man. and thank mer for ben & jerrys. omg, i ate it the first time in my life. hard to believe how noob i am lar.but the long bus wait alone spoiled my whole day. i waited 30 mins for 700 at raffles city. haii, and it stopped at nearly every single traffic light. it took me 1hr 45mins to get home from town when it normally only takes 50mins. sometimes i feel so frustrated with myself for saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. yeah, i know its damn irritating. i know how u feel. and i hate myself for saying the wrong thing. i'll keep my mouth shut in future. i duno wads worng with me recently, getting so bad tempered and stuff. but i'm still worried about my grades. honestly, its the fear of getting benched by my dad. i hate it when i have to lie just to go for trg. i hate it esp because he doesn't trust me to study on my own and that i can balance my time very well between play, trgs and sch work. i rly rly hate it that i'm scared even to tell you abit about school other than school work caz you guys discourage me so so hard to not go for anything that's not compulsory. i hate it that you always seem to threaten to take me out of the team. but that doesn't mean i'm going to let you guys screw up my life.i know you want the best for me. but i have an ambition. it may not go your way, but it is certainly something which i want to do. and i'm scared to even tell you THIS, because of all the expectations you have of me. i have my dreams too. |