i so screwed my econs paper today. was only 3 quaters way thru. haii. it wasn't a difficult paper but bad time management screwed the whole thing. and tmr is math, one of my most dreaded papers. i'm DEAD.
and why did you have to call today of all days. why in the midst of my exams? after days and weeks of not even bothering to call despite all the promises you made. yeah, i laughed and joked along with you. luckily its on the fone, luckily you can't see the tears on my face. honestly, i rather you not call. let me think that things were still the way they used to be. yeah, its the 3 of you now. not the 4 of us. of caz i'm disappointed. but i saw it coming what. its about accepting reality now. i'll play with him like my own little brother. i'm teach him like my own little brother and i will love him like my own little brother. i promise i'll try my best. just don't let me down again. i miss the good old times you know. every week you would call. it's so different now. i feel lik an outsider.
i cant concentrate. yesh, i know its all in the mind.