exhaustion. being defeated by school work. its just me. if so many people can pull through As in one piece, why can't i?
i wish i could take it easy and not get affected by those around me. so what if everybody mugs so hard? so what if everybody finishes their tutorials way ahead of lessons? so what if they are already mugging like mad for As? yeah, there's nothing wrong with all those and that's suppose to be what i'm doing. why am i so scared of not catching up with them? and why am i letting it affect me so much.
i'm the source of my own stress. haii. but it's really time to work hard.