21st march. good friday. he was born 3 weeks early. i thank God for bringing my baby cousin safely to this world and for giving mushroom such a wonderful son.
but still its disappointment. you promised to mms me his photo the first thing he was born. you broke your promise. its been 2 days, still no photo. yeah, i'm being petty over this small issue. but it means a lot to me. you were more than jsut an aunt. i knew things would change forever once he was born. i didnt expect that change to be that immediate.
i'm trying to refind my position in your life. it's ok, i've accepted the way things are going to be. its reality that i have to accpet sooner or later. i'll disappear without a sound. family is the 3 of you. not the 4 of us anymore. i just wish you all the best and really thank God for giving me those 12 days last year in June to spend my time with you. memories would always be made of those times when we could talk and play all we want and when the 4 of us could spend all the time we wanted together.