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Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 8:54 PM
the lack of laughter, fun and joy in one's life. is there a name for this syndrome? yeah, its making me very miserable and making me miss my sec days all over again. i miss having ws's "matureness" and my juniors to be lame and joke with. honestly, i look forward to trgs no matter how long, boring and tough drills may get at times. caz at least i know my team mates can bring me some laughter, and its a break from school work. me, mer and ter were laughing non-stop for no particular reason during trg yesterday while waiting for out turn to play. suddenly, i realised its been so so long since i've laughed like that. i used to rely on my section and ws for bringing me this joy in the past. nowadays, being surrounded by smart and hardworking people every single day is presurrising, demoralising and stressful. the emphasis is like on mugging mugging and mugging. i feel so fed up. urghhh, can't wait for alvls to end man.oh, i was counting the number of tests i've had this term. 2 phy, 2 chem, 1 math, 1 econs and 2 h3 econs. that's 8 tests and it's only the 7th week of school. and there's 1 more econs, phy and chem test coming up. omg. and i finally had the courage to tell my mom about my knee. i had no choice caz it was getting worse. haii, but i'm going to spend my valentines at the clinic caz there's chingay on fri. boohoo. i'm damn bored with life. |