today was games fest. urghh. a total waste of time. ref-ed fb games. was fun but super tiring. den went eat with the fballers and went cbx house. lols. me, hz, reethie and bx were juz stoning and talking about totally random stuff sitting in xing's room. but i was like half asleep, was just super tired and trying to pass time before pw. after that pw-ed at kap. omg. 7 til 10pm. i was seriously brain dead. our wr is screwed. im pissed with him for telling us the wrong things. and now we have LESS THAN 1 WEEK to practically redo the whole report. just reached home and its back to pw again.
stuff has changed. i'm still trying to accept it. to grow up finally. to be a big gal. i'm not a kid anymore. it's time to move on and know that those times are over now. to force myself to accept reality. the first thing i thought of when i stepped into kap today was that phone call. just 4months ago, everything was still the same. i'm glad for june. thank YOU for taking so good care of me. this special period of time both of us shared. tell me why half of me is dreading 4th dec. yet the other half of me is looking forward to it. i hate changes.