op's over. whooo. FINALLY. q&a sucked. i didn't know what i was talking about and i didn't know how to continue either. and c. lee was our moderator made it worse caz she kept staring throughout the whole 5mins which was abit freaky. and i just got more nervous. i doubt she would be bias although she's our CT. and the group before us was freakin good. scarily good, some ip group. which makes everything worse. haii. i'm screwed for pw.
this is dedicted to my fav mushroom.. i'm finally setting in and accepting reality. loving isn't about owning the person. it's about want-ing the best for him/her. i love her. she's my fav aunt. she's like a sister to me, minus the naggings. i've always enjoyed talkin and spending time with her. so i must want the best for her. yes, times after this would definitely be a little different, or maybe very very different, but that's the way it would be. its about accepting it. i want to be a nice cousin in future. i would be like a sister to him. well, that's the future. for now, it's the last christmas. and trying to pull through 25 days in hk nxt mth alive.