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Monday, October 29, 2007, 6:50 PM
op
op's tmr. nervous definitely. trying to get the whole script into my head. afraid that i would screw up and trip over my words. and getting stuck dring q&a. urghh!! my grp's turning mad with sg saying he wants to be a monk and jh saying he want to bcum vegetarian when he doesn;t even eat veges. pre-op-syndrom.i'm suppose to be thinking about Newton. he's our groundbreaker and i must love him. at least love him til aft our op. that's what we are suppose to show right. passion for what we are presenting about. urgh. but op isn't whats going on my head on this starry starry night. can't blame me huh. i always get affected by your phonecalls. i think i can't get into med sch. that's for sure. i wonder where i would end up next time. remember myself always wondering what i would be doing 1 year later. ok, 1 year later i would be muggin for alvls. but what abt 2 years later. stuck in this small island where i am slowly calling home caz its a undeniable fact. my frens and parents are here. and the fact that i really grew up here. or would i be back in hk, where i've always called home caz i have all my family and stuff. i duno. but i really want to know where i would end up next time. it's always hard to accept changes. learning to accept reality and changes is something that i've always been very very bad at. sometimes, i think i live in a world of my own. haha. maybe its just me. i enjoy being quiet and alone sometimes. no stress. but nothing wrong with that isnt it? i just need some space to slow down in this never stopping world. just sitting at serence cnetre mac early in the morning caz its so empty and letting your imagination run all over the place is fun. to let somethings happen all over again and to think about the different possibilites. haha. caz love never fails (: |