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Saturday, October 20, 2007, 12:17 PM
haven't been in my best state recently, considering that i keep falling sick after i've recovered. must be the lack of exercise. and i shouldn't have ate so many nachos yesterday either. kept sneezing and my throat hurts. was deciding whether not to go yesterday caz i was feeling quite sick after pw dry run. but went in the end and decided to just have fun lor. anyways, i bought the tix.yesterday's fundraising wasn't exactly very good caz there wasn't many people who came but at least we earned abit of money. and cooking and mixing cheese was gross. whooss and ws came. after looking around, we got bored and started touring the school at night. it's spooky but it's fun. caz its so quiet and peaceful around. was damn tired when i reached home. just collapsed and slept til this morning. pw-ing again later. sianed. i hate the antivirus thingy in this comp. it keeps popping up every few minutes with viruses and trojans and what not and having me delete them one by one. duno who installed it and it cant be offed either. wth. oh and i'm starting to like sitting at serene centre mac early in the morning at 7 alone and listen to the music they play while seeing the traffic pass by. a nice way to start the day. its addictive. i keep thinking of christmas. keep thinking how things are going to be different this year and the years to come. honestly, this is the only thing that appears in my mind nowadays. just cant put the thought away. i'm selfish, but i want those times back. i don't want things to change. i don't want to be replaced. i can already feel it. haii. just let me disappear. i don't want to go back caz i'm scared. of seeing you. of having to smile and smile and laugh like nothing is happening. 4 weeks of this. hopefully i can pull through. HOPEFULLY. |