i just wish you could understand. i just wish i could stop being this cold monster. i miss the old me. its been a long time since i last laughed my hearts out. its been a long time since i was truly happy.
i just wish i know what went wrong. i just wish everything could be like the good old times. i just wish everything would come to an end soon.
its hurting real badly inside. i just refuse to admit it. i'm thick skin i admit. i hate letting people see through me. i hate giving in to my emotions. i hate letting people see that i am weak.
i'm crazy. i'm losin control. i dun want to die. but i cant seem to control myself now.
everything seems so different. i'm scared. i'm hurting. but who cares.