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Friday, June 22, 2007, 12:51 PM
花無雪. hearing this song from the comp brought back memories. it was damn gloomy day. the thunderstorm in the early morning woke me up. i was so crossing my fingers that it would be cancelled. the whole 2 weeks coming to an end. all i remembered was sitting at the back of my uncle's car hearing the music blasting out from this car's cd player but not really paying attention. all i could see and hear were those happy memories flashing past in front of me and seeing people in the cars and buses next to ours, wondering what they would be doing just a few hours away while i would be leaving this place. it was a long way from home to the airport. being caught in the morning jam. tears streaming down. wondering when i would be back. this song caught my attention. i want to be like her. i mean i don't want to be a singer, but i want to be back. all these are only temporary, this is what i keep telling myself. to get out of this place where i don't belong. but i know when the day comes, i'm not going to be able to put down my frens and life here. i know it's still 1+ year away. but the thought of having to make a decision sucks. i just wish that stupid incident never happened. then all these wun have happened.i'm being emo again. this is bad man. i'm suppose to be mugging but am in totally no mood to. but no point thinking so much. i believe that God would lead me and bring me to the place He wants me to be. it's only with Him, that miracles happen. He has a plan for me.. |