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Friday, June 01, 2007, 12:34 PM
it sucks. its so damn discouraging. i seem to have lost hope for it to succeed. haiis. why does it have to be so behind schedule? why is it that there are so many thousand obstacles? why is it that we can't start selling the tickets? why is it that we don't have cans? i'm not blaming anybody k.. i'm just worried. its already june1st. its just 63days away. haii. and it seems like everybody is losing confidence. i just hope the whole thing can happen smoothly. i'm not caring how much we raise anymore. its just damn discouraging looking at how fast other groups are carrying out their project already.i miss my stick. i miss being able to run. here, i'm stuck at home all day. i cant even go downstairs to run. caz they say it aint safe and its dangerous. caz its so bloody hot outside too. trust me, its so much worse than Sg. there's no wind and its damn stuffy. and there's a red warning for hot weather for a few days already. i applaud you if you can stand under the sun for 15mins and not faint man. forget about running. haii. and i dun have my stick. i wan2 play fb!!! grrr.. being stuck in this small house sucks. i'm becoming a pig man. wake up at 10, eat, mug, eat, sleep, mug, eat, watch tv, eat, sleep. i seriously duno wads going to become of me when i go back. my stamina gg suck. i'm going to have to start trg all over again. haiis. this sucks. but half of me doesn't want to go back. caz i luv everybody here although they are so naggy and unreasonable most of the time. these people watched me grow up, gave me so much, love me so much. its just like my second family. and i only see them 2times a year max. haii. i just with i have everything at one place. i dun wan2 be split between 2 countries. it sucks. really sucks. saying goodbye sucks. its always been difficult for me to say gooodbye. caz i'm afraid it may be our last time seeing each other. who knows what's gona happen in the next 6mths. i'm just silly. i'm sorry, touch wood. but i really thank you guyss for giving me so so much. imissu.itfeelsweirdbeingsofarawayfru.justwhenthingsaregettingbetter,ihavetobaway.haii.imsorry. wevebeenthroughsomuchtgt.theshitandthegood.ijustthankewforeverythingandya,justpromisemeu wldtcandbeok.cazimcomingbackrealsoon.iwanttostandwithyouonamountain,iwanttobathewithyouinthe sea,iwanttolaylikethisforever,untiltheskyfallsdownonme((: |