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Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 9:33 PM
YFC!! ahhh.. its driving me mad. sometimes, i really wonder whether our project is really too big and ambitious. its been like days of yfc non-stop for the past weeks. all the letters, meetings, calls, schedules, proposals, emails.. so many people are shooting me down, telling me we are going to fail. so many "NOs" from so many people i thought i could trust to support and help me. guess i am just not used to it. but whatever it may be, we've come so far. the 4 of us have put in so so so much effort. not worth giving up now. its only 78 more dayss. ALUMINIUM CANS and SELLING TICKETS anybody? we need 50 000 cans and 52 000 tickets to be sold. ohman..today's one of those so rare days i reached home early. 5pm. still not very early. but better than usual lar. and tmr's the frenly against rj. i'm scared. i'm scared we going get thrashed. but i believe that each and every one of us would go in and give our best. let's remember what audrey said this morning. tmr, i want to leave rj not regretting. as i know i have put in my 101%. and i am so going to do that. hahass. Is prayer your steering wheel or your spare tire? haha, sounds very religious huh? but it set me thinking, deep. i don't care what others say. even now, as everything gets so overwhelming, can i remember to put Him first? So many a times, i am putting sch work before Him. So many a times, i seem to be losing my direction, forgetting what i want at the end of the day, sometimes even totally forgetting about this wonderful God that is always there for me. never ever given up on me even though i am this lousy cat. i want to be able to trust and put Him first, as my steering wheel no matter what's happening around me. this is my prayer and i put my total faith in him((: Faith sees the invisible, believes the unbelievable, and receives the impossible. 9daysss. whoo! |