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Saturday, May 19, 2007, 9:21 PM
i think we played ok. wasn't too bad, considering that it was our first match and we were super nervous before that. 2goals. although we lost, but i think its the stuff we learn bar that is so much more impt. we've stil got a super long way to go bar. and nationals are only 6weeks away. i just scared that we don't improve fast enough. jiayoussss, team, for mon's frenlysss((:a bit of disappointment and of regret but generally still ok bar. i'm just angry with myself for not warming up enough and strectching properly, which led to a very bad cramp during the first period of the game. sucks man. collapsed on the bench when i came out and cldn't play for the second period. haii. and its really damn tiring. my stamina is really bad man. not even 2mins and i was aldy out of breath and keep wanting to stop running. but i am glad i pulled on. yfc opening today. have to say the videos were damn cool and some parts of it was quite insprinng. ya, many people have been telling me how ambitious and unrealistic this whole thing is. but i know i have to find the energy and motivation from these to carry on and do even better to prove them wrong. so what if we have nothing but the pasir ris rc(i hope), we still have the 4 of us and our excos and i believe, with determination and passion, that we can make it til the end. but so what if i know? i have to bring myself to believe all these. its really very demoralising. looking at how disorganised things are gettin; how behind time we are; how we have to keep increasing the whole record; how unsupportive SHE is being, totally ignoring our emails although we say its really urgent; how lacking in money we are; how un-disciplined they are; how difficult it is to communicate with HIM blah blah blah.. a never ending list. i'm not even sure i can pull through til the end. to just carry out the whole project, let alone try to raise high amts of funds. despite all these, i am still glad i have you. thankew for standing by me and being so understanding all these while. thankew for not blasting or being mad at me although i've been a lousy cat all these while. i'm so glad i gave myself and you a second chance. a long long post this has been. well, caz i usually dun type so much. but most importantly, i still want to thank GOD. for eveyrthing. prayer really does work wonders. calmed me down so mcuh and He brought me through so much. Trust in the Lord with all your Heart.-Proverbs3:5 i do and i have felt His presence throughout the highs and lows. the wonders He does just cannot be described with words bar. and i am so grateful for everything. hahas. 7dayss!((: |