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Wednesday, April 18, 2007, 7:46 PM
ya, so it was campaigning day. so no lessons. WHOO!! practically wasted my whole day at oasis. but after sch was funny lar. was freaking hilarious. i think some people would kill me but i shall still post about how embarrassing it was. hahaha.so we decided to go down to support nj hockey's match against acjc. caz we can learn something from their passes too. we meaning me, chewy, dino, sukiat, sam, louis, kp and shiliang! we didnt know where the match was but the 171 bus uncle told us 171 goes to ex-smu so we took it to destination unknown caz nobody knew where we were going. so gary smsed me and started asking about the match. den at orchard, from sms-ing gary, i realised we were like long over the stop caz it was only suppose to be a few stops from nj. lol, so we got off the bus at ps den took all the way back to nus. this was stupid enough lar, we overshot like 10+++ stops. can u imagine? den when we finally reach the real place, we were so lost. we thought a RUGBY MATCH was a HOCKEY MATCH. lol, til we saw a rugby ball and nobody holding hockey sticks. anywayss, after much much much asking around, finally we reached the real place CCAB and it was aldy long into the 2nd half. oh den miss wong asked shiliang to go get ice and both of us went all the way across to mr prata to buy. we ran all the way k! den when we come back, she tell us she doesnt need it. ohman. wasted effort. nvm. kk den after that, nothing much. match was ok bar. ate mr prata. honey prata. yucks, it was gross. it wasnt sweet at all and make the curry so bitter. came home and here i am now after piano which sucked like mad. i just want to finish my grade 8 theory and get over it man. guilt. i really can't overcome this. it's really unbearable. nobody can help me except myself. haii. i'm ok in school, but once i'm alone, i start thinking everything. haii, i just feel like going on a bus journey to nowhere again. ya, time would heal wounds, but what makes you think it would heal mine? i used to be so strong, at controlling my emotions but now, not anymore. i feel so weak. at least the whole thing has drawn to a close. from end of march til now, i've thought through alot. many people have been there for me. i really thank them for standing my crap. but now, it's time to move on. i dun want to let these people worry, i going to force myself to be ok. caz i know i can do it. with God, nothing is impossible. with God, i believe i can do it. He would be there for me caz i noe He helped me make this decision. He blessed me with so many nice frens who are there for me all these while. oh and prayer really works wonderss. it's something i can't describe. i really have to thank God for everything. am i'm feeling much better today. whooo! happy moments-praise God, difficult moments-seek God , quiet moments -worship god, painful moments - trust god, ALL MOMENTS- THANK GOD:)) makes loads of sense to me. thankew sam for this. *that was a long post. lol* |