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Friday, April 20, 2007, 10:34 PM
tired. drained of all my energy. have been super emo the past week. &missing out on all the sleep i need. really has been a roller coaster ride. but it still hasnt ended. from last sat til now. its been 1 week. and it would go on at least for some time. haii. the ups and downs. its like when i think it has turned for the better, the next thing i know, it would go back and dip even deeper down. ya, it feels abit empty but i know i would pull through. hurts inside, like mad. but i must stay strong. i don't want to affect anyone around me. i succeeded today didnt i? but the emptyness is still there, the pain is still there, the guilt is stil still there. everytime someone brings up smthg related to it, i find myself doubting my decision. haii. howlong would it take????????????????????????????????????? i just want to get over everything once and for all. i'm so sick of myself. so pissed and frustrated. *cryss*haha. then its the school work. tonnnes of assignments due and the tests coming up. i'm not even sure whether i can finish everything. can't even concetrate and understand anything during lectures. might as well stay home to self study lar. there's still a presentation tmr. for yfc. i'm so nervous man. duno what the judges going ask. after all the hard work we have put in, i really want to do this. get that seed funding and break that Guiness world record. is time to change the blogskin too. i dun want to. i miss those times. memories are what's left. haii. |