finally the tickets are booked. 2nd til 25th dec. yay! 23days. not bad i must say. but i dun like the return date. spoil my christmas!! and my bday is the next day. haa. even worse. nvm. i'm contented with the 23days=D
22more days and everything would be over. yay!! but i'm worried. haii. what if i screw up. 4years and all that matters now is this. it doesnt matter how badly i used to do last time. haii. just hope things would turn out fine.
those headaches are haunting me again. i know i cannot be over dependent on the medicine. what if they dun work their magic on that day. i mean its not 100% effective. now that the olvls are coming. esp the afternoon papers. i'm just afriad. i know the moment i get a headache during any paper, esp those sciences and maths, the whole paper is GONE. i wun be able to concentrate and the words even seem to be floating on in midair if its a serious headache. haii. esp AMATHS. ohman, i need this for my L1R5. once i screw up my maths/amaths i can get into sum lousy jc ler.
that feeling sucks. ok, i'm just over sensitive bar. maybe. maybe not. i know i'm just thinking too much. maybe. but i know i need to have confidence and trust.=D