tralala. prelim results were ok. duno where i would end up. i dun care anymore. anyway all depends on olvl results. not prelims. it's only the first like 1+months. it would pass and fly in no time. lalala.
i succeeded didnt i? not affected by it anymore. maybe things are better this way. i dun like it but i know i HAVE TO accept it. everytime i turn my head it's the same thing i see. used to get that aching feeling. yet, i know it would go away soon, i would get used to it. now i have. no more aching feeling, yet still pretending i do not care. the truth: i do mind and i do feel not shuang. BUT IT'S OK.. i noe i can do alot better than this.