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Saturday, September 02, 2006, 11:20 PM
it's just so ironical. they claim that i am studyin too hard so i get headaches so very often. yet when i want to go out just to eat breakfast or dinner with my grandma&aunt who came all the way from hk, they want me to stay at home to study. one whole week, want me to stay at home, not even step out of the house. too bad that's not possible. you guys tell me i can play til my heart's content when i go back hk this dec. wad if i can't last so long because i have been studying too hard? what if i have already collapsed? the kind of pressure you guys give me is really unbearable. it's like everything i do needs approval from you guys and you guys are not even my parents. stop insisting i am malnutritioned just caz i am not 50kg. stop insisting that i have to be a doctor. just give me a chance to voice my opinions. you guys are like deicding everything for me. i dont' even ahave a say in what i want. how are you guys suppose to know what is best for me and you guys are not even my PARENTS??i'm afraid i cant meet your standards. face it, i would never be like my cousin. i won't top the whole sg like de top 0.3% or anything like that like how he nearly topped the hk cohort. i can't enter univrsity like he did at the age of 15. i doubt i can even enter nj lor. maybe things would have been better if the pressure and stress you guys are giving me isn't that great. but nevertheless, i would still work hard. HC is my aim. i believe i can? maybe not the prelims but i want to for olvls. tralalaa!!! thankew so so much for your support!! you also jiayou ya? ilu. alots. really. stayhappy happy =D |