took me a lot of courage to post this. duno why, but i am willing to make this committment.
i really am lost. at times i thought i could stay strong. but i was wrong. afraid that i can't learnt 2 put HIm first. exams, outings, tests, parents, frens etc etc. the list is too long. Father, please help me, show me the way and lead me. i know i promised so many things to you, esp self discipline. why cant i just keep my word to do just simple QT?? to know more about Him. the most basic thing.. i wana stay strong, put Him first, live the purpose of living that is for HIM. can i be like rachael in that stry bk? i wana leave this hectic n busy and seriously STUPID society where everything is so competitive and i am so stressed up that i forget about Him so many times. i wana go arnd the world spreading Him word. i am willing to put down everything and go. FOR HIM. yes. i really am willing. Father, you have planned everything for me. lead me on the correct path. i duno if this is gona be the right path. but please Father, help me. i know you would be dere. no matter wad happens even if the whole world leaves me, you would be dere. thankew Jesus AMEN! =)