twenty[1]days. it would pass very soon. i would be home soon. but i dun seem to be wanting to go back. i've never felt like that before. every yr i look 4ward to dec like siao. you guys tell me that i go back can play and relaxXx but you want me to study every night too. wad i wana say is that, life isn't all about studying. i would really love it if you guys could stop comparing me with my cousin. he's smart i know, he's only 18 and is already in yr3 in university studying medicine. he skipped a few years of sec sch i noe. he passed his piano grade8 with a distinction at 13 and i failed mine this yr, horribly. he's on scholarship in Australia and i'm stuck in Sg, with such lousy results. i'm like a failure compared to him. but seriously lar, he's like a 10yr old kid to me. i'm not humiliating him but wad can he do? other than studies? tell me please. life isn't all about studies. wish you guys could all understand and stop pushin me til i rky want collapse liao. i'm tired. let me take a break can? please? wadever. on the happier note, i get to see my other cousins and go disney.. whooX, i want go disney.. heehee..
lalala, tmr pipa lesson den cip den mrfaizad's hse. =))