every night you scold me. every night you make me feel so guilty. every night i feel like taking the keys, running outside and just jump down. every night i feel like giving up. every night you talk abt the same old things.
why why why??? why do you guys have to set such high goals? why cant i decide my future. why cant u guys stop comparing me with people? how would you feel if it was the other way round? i know it's for my own good. but how would you feel if every night, IN THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS, you make me look so useless and hopeless and stoOoopid??
it's the holidays. why cant you just let me play for once? let me put down my work for just a few days???? just those few days, please??? i'm sick of all the scoldings or naggings or wadever you wana call it. i'm stressed, on the verge of breaking down. i wish you guys could understand. not everyone was born smart like him. i know you want me to be like him. too bad i cant. i know i'm the stupidest in the family, even ronald is so much cleverer den me. but cant you guys accept me for who i am?? please?