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Wednesday, October 19, 2005, 10:46 PM
suck suck suck, wadeva lar.. so sian lar.. nthg to do, suppose to study chinese but i lazy to.. it's just not worth it lar.. study 1000+ words cum out only 5..hai..just now jiang again lor..so damn tiring..go bugis aft sch everyday these few days..urgh..6more lessons and it wld be over..than everyday reach hm 930pm like tt..2day tt stoooopid t'cherr still want drag lesson til 10pm than i reach home..suck lar..taking the lrt at 10pm in sch uniform is scary..pple just like staring at you lar..weird weird de..i want collapse liao..SIX more.. thanks for making me realise snthgs in life are just nt worth thinking so much about..thnx for always reassuring me that i'm not alone out there..knowing that i have nice pple arnd me who would are my good frens..how lucky i am.. love you guys lots..and that i have to learn to face those problems sooner or later.. this is the only way i can move 4ward and learn to appreciate the things arnd me.. you duno how impt this is to me.. no point looking on the -ve side huh..i promise i would put in my 100%.. but it rly is a lot a lot more difficult than said..i promised you i would pull through this no matter what..i promise, i rly do..i wun even think of doing anymore stooopid things in future..NEVER everrr.. you mean tooo much to me. forget is difficult but i have to, no point thinking of the impossible. it's part of life, either you get it or you dun. too bad i dun and i noe i wun. i have the courage to do anything i want but definitely not this. |