i regretted i really did. i knew it from the start but i duno wad my prob is. i dun wana care i wana forget. i wish someone would really just brainwash me and make me forget. the harder you try to forget, the harder it is. i was crying on the inside despite my usual happy self on the outside. it really was painful and it hurt lots and lots.
thanks you two for being there, i really wouldn't have survived without the both of you. thanks for trying so hard to help me though you are right, eventually, i am the only one who can help myself. i promise i would get over it de.
chi o lvl is coming. 8days more, and i have barely started studying, guess i rly gona pia last min and try my luck. results results results, can anybody stop talking abt it lor. mine rly sucked though there was improvement. i could have done a lot a lot better.
i really really love Jesus. haha, really felt that no matter how bad things get, He would still be there. What the preacher was talking in church 2day really came at the right time. believe in Him, prayer really does help. no matter how long it takes, He wun let you down. thanks really, after the past few days, like the whole world collapseing, thanks for reminding me again that Jesus would be there. i noe i would pull through.