it hurts to see you, i tell myself to forget but it's more difficult than it seems. afraid i don't have the courage to pull through, i don't know what i would do, seeing YOU really makes me feel like crying, the awkwardness, the weird feeling, i duno how to overcome. i wish i wish.. but i know there is nothing to wish about, why bother wishing when you know it would never never never never ever come true? i act like i have the courage and i heck, but do you know how much is hurts inside, i wana cry and forget everything, i have put in my 100% to force myself to but i just can't seem to. maybe it's part of growing up, maybe it's not. but i have never been like that ever in my life. never ever, but i still cross my fingers and wish and hope...
pls dun anyhow infer.. to ws&cs&wq, if you know who i'm talking abt, i'm not depressed nor am i obssessed, i just duno what to do, thanks anyway, for being such NICE frens.. =)